Wednesday, February 9, 2011

Robert

As I sit here and evaluate my life I realize that everything I have been planning for is about to come true. Every little girl dreams of her wedding but I always dreamed of my prince charming and the life I am going to get to spend with him. I always thought I wanted a guy that was a little on the rough side, but how I was wrong. I didn't realize what I wanted until I met Robert. He is different than most guys.
Yesterday Robert and I looked at our apartment that we are going to spend at least 9 months of our marriage. It was so fun thinking about the possibilities of our first home as we walked from room to room decided where we wanted everything.
Sometimes it is hard being where I am right now. I feel like I am waiting for my life to start. I feel like I have the pause button pushed and I can't go forward. My wedding is April 30, 2011, it is only two and a half months away but two and a half months seems like an eternity. The reality of the matter is, its ONLY two and a half months away.
I keep reminding myself, "God wants me here, I wouldn't be here if He didn't." So I am here, and I am going to love every single minute of the very short time I have left as a single woman doing the work of God!
So my prayer is this:
Dear Lord, please help me stay focused on the goals at hand. Help me to be strong for the people around me. Help me to constantly remember "This is the day the Lord has made." And I will be glad and rejoice in it! I love you Lord so much. Remind me to always to be thankful no matter what I might be going through. Lord, most of all help me to be patience because my big day is coming and I know the day and time is your perfect plan, so in that I rejoice. In Jesus name, Amen

Until next time,
peace,
Stevy

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